I'm an average 18 year old girl that doesnt really know what she
wants to do in life. My New Years resolution is to prove to Evan that I love him
more than anything. I made a terrible mistake that has changed my life forever but I'll
only be able to forgive myself when he forgives me. I dont look forward to everyday life
because Im so scared Im going to loose him but I do look forward to being in his arms
again in March, that is if he'll allow me to do so. Right now I just feel like shooting
myself for being so stupid. Evan is everything I can ever imagine in a man. He's like
Romeo but Im not Juliet anymore but Im doing everything I can to get back in that place
I want to be his Princess again, I want to be his girl forever. If I cant then I have
nothing to look forward to in life. My suggestion to all you girls out there, dont
cheat on the man or guy that truely loves you. You'll definately regret it. Trust me
just once with another guy isnt worth taking away a lifetime of love. I learned the
the hard way.